I have lots of hobbies, and I'm involved in my church.But I am over 30 years old and have only been asked out on a date twice in my life.Dear you, I just want to start off by saying I’m not upset with you. Think of how amazing it would have felt to look back and see that you did everything you could have done. If you were so quick to give up on us once, I’m sure you would do it again. But I have no energy left to get my heart broken once again.I love you too much to ever be mad at you or hate you. I’ve never met anyone like you, and I’m scared I never will. This is something no one has ever done for me before. To go through something like that together would have created a love neither of us has ever experienced before. You knew the path was going to be hard, so you backed out before you even bothered to try. I want you to have everything you desire in this life because you deserve so much. I guess I just need you to know how I feel so that I can ultimately move on and find happiness for myself.She is a professional wanderer and a hopeless romantic. I have a master's degree and am now enrolled in a Ph D and another master's degree. I love how my work helps people and helps me see God in his creation.I love you so much, and I hope for nothing but the best for you. Xx, The one you let get away Kiana is a graduate of University of Oregon, with a degree in Human Physiology.
I socialize with my colleagues and have several close, female friends.
If I had to choose a word to describe how I feel about you, “disappointed” is the first word that comes to mind. We would have been the luckiest people in the world. Even though I could never hate you, honestly, a part of me secretly does. You seemed like the type of person who fought for the things he wanted in this world. I hope you’ve found contentment through your decision. I need to let you go, so that I can find the one who actually wants to fight for me.
I understand why, and I completely respect your decision. How amazing would it have been to know you fought for a love that you knew you deserved? Quite honestly, I’m not even sure I want to be with you anymore.
But despite it all, I was willing to fight for you. Judging by the things you said to me, I know you did, too. But I’ve always been one to fight for the things I want in this world. Yes, love, I understand it wasn’t going to be easy. But don’t you think that would have made it all the more worth it?
I could see us building a life full of happiness and love with one another.
I have asked out several people, but I usually get turned down.